He Doesn't Belong to Me

Those awesome smile
those intimate eyeshoot
until his soft characteristic
all is bring me blow away
in his roar charm wafe
begin give its warm
precious, can't stop floating

are you ever feel that?
when he's very enormous in your eyes
when a little bit things of him
seems perfect without any fault
as if its refuse to go away from your mind

at the same moment I digested
am I possibility love him?
a splinter logical slide away
throw down my hope
I try to face the world
which didn't let him belong to me

but there's a doubt that left
can my weak heart
drag this disturbable feel ?
until there are no bitter I must felt
when he doesn't belong with me

Dia Bukan Untukku

Senyum yang mengembang itu
Sorot mata yang ramah itu
Hingga sifatnya yang lembut
Semua bawa aku hanyut
Dalam deru ombak pesonanya
Mulai tancapkan kehangatan
Indah, terus mengalir tanpa henti

Pernahkah kau rasakan?
Saat dia sangat hebat dimatamu
Saat sekecil apapun sesuatu di dirinya
Terlihat sempurna tanpa cela
dan seolah enggan beranjak dari benakmu

Sesaat aku mencerna
Mungkinkah aku menyukainya?
Tapi tidak, dia bukan untukku
Seserpih logika meluncur hempas harapku

Kucoba hadapi dunia
yang tak gariskan dia untukku
Walau masih tersisa setitik ragu
Dapatkah jiwaku yang rapuh
Bekap rasa yang menggelayut ini?
Hingga tiada sisa perih yang harus kutelan
saat rasakah bahwa dia bukan untukku

-8 September 2011-